As some of you know, the past 6 months or so have been extremely tumultuous in my life. There have been great highs, there have been great lows, but I've held on through it all and things are finally starting to smooth out again. But along the way, I feel like I've lost my way; I've lost some of what me...well, me. True, I've found myself in a few other areas that have historically been lacking, but in the process I've lost my hold on other things.
The time has come for a change.
No more sitting and hoping that spark will magically appear out of thin air for me. It's somewhere in the depths of my mind and my soul, I can feel it there. But no more excuses. No more wishing I had more hours in the day, because honestly in the state I am now I'd probably while them away in front of the TV or something.
Today I begin to take back my life.
You'll see more out of me soon detailing my plans for the rest of the year and going forward. I'm not going to go easy, I'm not going to make myself crazy. But I will find out once and for all what I am capable of and then find ways to do more.
Now, this probably won't be completely pleasant, both to myself and to others. Some of you may not like the final result and I can understand that. But at the end of it all, there's one thing that I'm hoping you all will be able to join me in saying: